You are not your job, your name or your self-identity pictures. You are in the world but not of it. You are a spiritual being currently experiencing manifestation. The journey is about remembering you as Spirit. A Spiritual Warrior's connection with Source is one of the main differences between him or her and a being without that connection. A Source cord connection dramatically reduces the length of the journey to freedom. You have the ability to receive pristine energy from Source. You can have as much as you want. There are no limits. As you heal yourself, run your energy, and cleanse your space, you can access more and more of Source for support. On a core level your energy and Source energy is one and the same.
The energy you find in your space that is not vibrating at your energy systems frequency, is foreign energy. Perhaps you received a piece of programming from your mother as a child saying you were not worthy. This is not your energy. It is one of the pieces you need to move in order for you to bring Source to that part of you. This is the healing journey.
Remember the journey is the goal. Right/wrong, good/bad, beginning/end are all dichotomies, judgments, ideas of the body. As Spirit, you are always starting and you are always finishing, and you are everywhere else in between. You are on every part of the journey simultaneously. You will never be "done" because you can reach unlimited levels of consciousness.
What you can do is take the time to appreciate where you are. As you walk on the journey, look at the view from where you are, be in present time. It is like walking from your house to the market and never seeing the leaves turning colour along the way because you are so focused on the goal of reaching the market. You miss the journey. See and enjoy each turn of season as you walk your path and know you are unlimited.
Say yes to wherever you are right now, whatever your state, no matter how you are. Can you be in a state of acceptance and love with yourself? If not, you probably are not in acceptance and love with anyone. Remember you can heal the past, create the future, but you need to accept the present for what it is. If your goal is to complete the journey, you are not in a state of acceptance, or in a state of present time. Acceptance is knowing the journey is ongoing and how you are right now is 100% valid.
The more you can be in the state of accepting the journey, accepting right now, the more you are able to have it, and the easier the journey will become. Every step on the unending spiritual journey is a valid step. Getting lit up and losing your neutrality is a valid reality, but you do not have to stay there. Remember non-judgment means every reality is a valid reality. Your reality, as it is right now, is valid.
On a body level it is difficult to hear this piece because it does not fall into a right/wrong, good/bad category. Non-acceptance is a state of being and you will be in that state until you play with stepping out of it and accepting yourself as you are, however you are, wherever you are. With that step, you can begin to play with accepting others.
